only a few hours ago I came to the horrible realization that some people that were really beloved to me didn’t make to 2017 and I took a moment to mourn them… for all the people that I didn’t meet but were gone too soon, leaving families and pieces of themselves all over this dumb planet… 2016 was a pretty shitty year to me, and I bet it was really draining and unforgiving for so many of us; but as I felt the sound of fireworks thundering inside of me and as I watched the crowd greeting the new year with so much vivacity, I realized that I could take this symbolism to just hold on and restore part of the hope I had lost through the months. even if I end up disappointed, even if it turns out as shitty as 2016, I won’t give up and I’ll keep on being stubborn
for now I just have to thank my friends for making this year bearable! if you took your time to talk to me, laugh or complain with me, then thank you. I truly hope you all have a wonderful wonderful year, I wish you all the best <3